quitters never win.

i have many things to be happy about these 2 weeks:
1. i had a fulfilling week as i am blessed with amazing friends. friends who make me feel like time and distance have not taken anything away. friends who make me feel important. friends who reminded me of who i really am. friends who are far away but have always been there (hello samuel!) friends who need me as much as i need them. the goodness of friendships... (:

2. my (insignificant) pay is here! YES.

3. it's the holidays and i am bumming away happily...

4. i had a perfect weekend with joel, cheng hao, angeline at east coast park for night cycling and supper.. i foresee more outings with them!

5. joel and i turned another month old! and we spent our monthsary lookin and laughing at his ugly and cute (they are not mutually exclusive though) old pictures from dusty photo albums...

6. my sister, broinlaw and the kids are coming back soon.

7. i have been very busy... and being busy takes my mind off things!

8. i played left4dead with my classmates and i sucked in the game, but i enjoyed it tremendously.

9. i went to the library this week so that fungi does not propagate on my brains...

10. cos i fell in love with an old song all over AGAIN. and it is coincidentally called "Again" by Lenny Kravitz. super sexy song!

i did this colorgenics thing eons ago. and now i redo it...

Name: EMELIA
Date: 5/18/2009
Colorgenics Number: 70543162

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Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.

You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety - perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with. You need to find a 'soul mate', someone whose standards are as high as your own - but where? Keep on searching... The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.

The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are beyond your capabilities, or your reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal inadequacy. Your inability to take control of the situation causes you to over-react in stubborn defiance blaming everyone but yourself for your own failures.


CREDITS TO http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

 

firstly, gone are the exam woes. i had a sweet sweet sleep today, and i woke up earlier with the intention of running some errands before meeting joel. but i guess when i have the internet/google in front of me, time doesn't seem to wait up on me. joel's papers finally ended today, and we had wanted to catch some movie at home in the afternoon but we ended up surfing the internet and did some research together. lousy dinner at northpoint due to bad choices, and went around in search of my health supplements. finished off the day by going back home to catch harper's island. carefree days like these.. good times!

i can't resist sharing these pictures. thanks to Facebook!

June come quick! miss the babies.
adorable right? hope it makes you smile, just like what it has done to me (:
have a fantastic weekend ahead!

Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful
- Lily Allen in "F*ck You'"

I WANT. touchscreen. camera 3.2 mgp (which is not very good), FM Radio, QWERTY keyboard, Rotational screen, MP3 Player, Games...
 

should i, should i not?

 

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

When everything is wrong we move along